Staring at my ceiling, phone light on my face
Watched your 24-hour story fade without a trace
Now I'm double-tapping pictures from a year ago
Stupid me, acting like a psycho

Told myself I'm over it, I'm doing fine
But your name fits perfectly in this bassline
My head's tangled up, so I'mma let it spill
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

Cheap guitar, three chords I half remember
Every one of them somehow sounds like September
I tried to write about the weather, about my friends
Every verse takes a left turn and it's you again

I'm making up the words but they all scream your name
Rhymed "goodbye" with "I'm fine"  same thing, same
This isn't healing, this is just a hobby
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

If you ever hear this  you won't, but if you do
It's not a love song, it's a "why am I still writing about you"
Catchy, though. Admit it. It's kinda catchy.
That's the worst part. That's the whole problem.

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  yeah, it goes like this. Stupid song about you.

 * somi 
						

		 				

It's 4 AM and the room is pitch black
Except this glow keeping me off track
Staring at a 6-inch glass, losing my mind
Hunting for a ghost that I left behind

My eyes are burning but I can't look away
Waiting for a text you'll never say
Same old rerun stories getting so old
Washing over my face, turning me cold

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

Scroll past a birthday I wasn't invited to
Scroll past a beach, a dog, a someone-new
Zoom in like the pixels are gonna explain
Why everyone's fine and I'm here again

Drowning in the static, floating in space
Trying to erase every trace of your face
Thumb's on autopilot, heart's on repeat
Every refresh is a little defeat

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

I know it's a window with nobody in it
I know I'm the only one still awake in it
But it's the one light in this room right now
And turning it off feels like turning you off too

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
Feeding on the memory, feeding on the lies
Just me and my blue screen  and my burning eyes

 * somi 
						

		 				

Phone's on the table, screen facing down
But I can feel it staring like it knows I'll break down
Set it to silent, locked it in a drawer
Still hear it buzzing when it's not anymore

Friends keep checking in, I keep saying "I'm good"
Lying comes easy when you're used to misunderstood
I put the sign on my door, on my heart
Told the whole world I don't need a part

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Silence gets loud when you're left here alone
Talking to ceilings, pretending I'm fine on my own
Ate dinner standing up, forgot to turn on a light
Called it "peaceful." Called it "a quiet night."

I built the wall, then I stood behind it
Waited for somebody to climb it, find it
But walls work both ways, that's the catch
Nobody gets in, and I can't get back

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Here's what I didn't know when I hung the sign
It doesn't keep the hurt out  it keeps it inside
Shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
It just means I'm the only one in the room with it

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm aching for a voice that could pull me through the door
Funny how shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

 * somi 
						

		 				

Three weeks of silence, I memorized your name
On a missed call list, like nothing really changed
Rehearsed the words a hundred times in my head
"Hey, it's been a while"  simple, but hard to say instead

Typing, deleting, starting the call, hanging up
Coward's hour, 2 AM, courage running out of luck
The sign's off my door now, I let the noise back in
So why's this the hardest thing I've tried to begin

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

Turned the phone face up  that's step one, I guess
Took the sign down, took a breath, took a mess
Of everything I wrote in that stupid song
And found one sentence that was true all along

Maybe it's not the silence that I was scared to break
Maybe it's just you, and what you might say
But "maybe" kept me in that room three weeks
So I'm done with maybe. I'm pressing the green.

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

If you don't pick up, that's okay  that's not why
I'm not calling for an answer, I'm calling to try
The wall's still there, I just found the door
And I'm standing in it now, not behind it anymore

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
Ring, ring  say something, anything, I'll take it
I'm calling you back

 * somi 
						

		 				

Staring at my ceiling, phone light on my face
Watched your 24-hour story fade without a trace
Now I'm double-tapping pictures from a year ago
Stupid me, acting like a psycho

Told myself I'm over it, I'm doing fine
But your name fits perfectly in this bassline
My head's tangled up, so I'mma let it spill
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

Cheap guitar, three chords I half remember
Every one of them somehow sounds like September
I tried to write about the weather, about my friends
Every verse takes a left turn and it's you again

I'm making up the words but they all scream your name
Rhymed "goodbye" with "I'm fine"  same thing, same
This isn't healing, this is just a hobby
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

If you ever hear this  you won't, but if you do
It's not a love song, it's a "why am I still writing about you"
Catchy, though. Admit it. It's kinda catchy.
That's the worst part. That's the whole problem.

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  yeah, it goes like this. Stupid song about you.

 * somi 
						

		 				

It's 4 AM and the room is pitch black
Except this glow keeping me off track
Staring at a 6-inch glass, losing my mind
Hunting for a ghost that I left behind

My eyes are burning but I can't look away
Waiting for a text you'll never say
Same old rerun stories getting so old
Washing over my face, turning me cold

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

Scroll past a birthday I wasn't invited to
Scroll past a beach, a dog, a someone-new
Zoom in like the pixels are gonna explain
Why everyone's fine and I'm here again

Drowning in the static, floating in space
Trying to erase every trace of your face
Thumb's on autopilot, heart's on repeat
Every refresh is a little defeat

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

I know it's a window with nobody in it
I know I'm the only one still awake in it
But it's the one light in this room right now
And turning it off feels like turning you off too

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
Feeding on the memory, feeding on the lies
Just me and my blue screen  and my burning eyes

 * somi 
						

		 				

Phone's on the table, screen facing down
But I can feel it staring like it knows I'll break down
Set it to silent, locked it in a drawer
Still hear it buzzing when it's not anymore

Friends keep checking in, I keep saying "I'm good"
Lying comes easy when you're used to misunderstood
I put the sign on my door, on my heart
Told the whole world I don't need a part

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Silence gets loud when you're left here alone
Talking to ceilings, pretending I'm fine on my own
Ate dinner standing up, forgot to turn on a light
Called it "peaceful." Called it "a quiet night."

I built the wall, then I stood behind it
Waited for somebody to climb it, find it
But walls work both ways, that's the catch
Nobody gets in, and I can't get back

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Here's what I didn't know when I hung the sign
It doesn't keep the hurt out  it keeps it inside
Shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
It just means I'm the only one in the room with it

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm aching for a voice that could pull me through the door
Funny how shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

 * somi 
						

		 				

Three weeks of silence, I memorized your name
On a missed call list, like nothing really changed
Rehearsed the words a hundred times in my head
"Hey, it's been a while"  simple, but hard to say instead

Typing, deleting, starting the call, hanging up
Coward's hour, 2 AM, courage running out of luck
The sign's off my door now, I let the noise back in
So why's this the hardest thing I've tried to begin

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

Turned the phone face up  that's step one, I guess
Took the sign down, took a breath, took a mess
Of everything I wrote in that stupid song
And found one sentence that was true all along

Maybe it's not the silence that I was scared to break
Maybe it's just you, and what you might say
But "maybe" kept me in that room three weeks
So I'm done with maybe. I'm pressing the green.

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

If you don't pick up, that's okay  that's not why
I'm not calling for an answer, I'm calling to try
The wall's still there, I just found the door
And I'm standing in it now, not behind it anymore

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
Ring, ring  say something, anything, I'll take it
I'm calling you back

 * somi 
						

		 				

Staring at my ceiling, phone light on my face
Watched your 24-hour story fade without a trace
Now I'm double-tapping pictures from a year ago
Stupid me, acting like a psycho

Told myself I'm over it, I'm doing fine
But your name fits perfectly in this bassline
My head's tangled up, so I'mma let it spill
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

Cheap guitar, three chords I half remember
Every one of them somehow sounds like September
I tried to write about the weather, about my friends
Every verse takes a left turn and it's you again

I'm making up the words but they all scream your name
Rhymed "goodbye" with "I'm fine"  same thing, same
This isn't healing, this is just a hobby
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

If you ever hear this  you won't, but if you do
It's not a love song, it's a "why am I still writing about you"
Catchy, though. Admit it. It's kinda catchy.
That's the worst part. That's the whole problem.

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  yeah, it goes like this. Stupid song about you.

 * somi 
						

		 				

It's 4 AM and the room is pitch black
Except this glow keeping me off track
Staring at a 6-inch glass, losing my mind
Hunting for a ghost that I left behind

My eyes are burning but I can't look away
Waiting for a text you'll never say
Same old rerun stories getting so old
Washing over my face, turning me cold

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

Scroll past a birthday I wasn't invited to
Scroll past a beach, a dog, a someone-new
Zoom in like the pixels are gonna explain
Why everyone's fine and I'm here again

Drowning in the static, floating in space
Trying to erase every trace of your face
Thumb's on autopilot, heart's on repeat
Every refresh is a little defeat

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

I know it's a window with nobody in it
I know I'm the only one still awake in it
But it's the one light in this room right now
And turning it off feels like turning you off too

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
Feeding on the memory, feeding on the lies
Just me and my blue screen  and my burning eyes

 * somi 
						

		 				

Phone's on the table, screen facing down
But I can feel it staring like it knows I'll break down
Set it to silent, locked it in a drawer
Still hear it buzzing when it's not anymore

Friends keep checking in, I keep saying "I'm good"
Lying comes easy when you're used to misunderstood
I put the sign on my door, on my heart
Told the whole world I don't need a part

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Silence gets loud when you're left here alone
Talking to ceilings, pretending I'm fine on my own
Ate dinner standing up, forgot to turn on a light
Called it "peaceful." Called it "a quiet night."

I built the wall, then I stood behind it
Waited for somebody to climb it, find it
But walls work both ways, that's the catch
Nobody gets in, and I can't get back

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Here's what I didn't know when I hung the sign
It doesn't keep the hurt out  it keeps it inside
Shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
It just means I'm the only one in the room with it

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm aching for a voice that
could pull me through the door
Funny how shutting the world
out won't numb out the pain
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

 * somi 
						

		 				

Three weeks of silence, I memorized your name
On a missed call list, like nothing really changed
Rehearsed the words a hundred times in my head
"Hey, it's been a while"  simple, but hard to say instead

Typing, deleting, starting the call, hanging up
Coward's hour, 2 AM, courage running out of luck
The sign's off my door now, I let the noise back in
So why's this the hardest thing I've tried to begin

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

Turned the phone face up  that's step one, I guess
Took the sign down, took a breath, took a mess
Of everything I wrote in that stupid song
And found one sentence that was true all along

Maybe it's not the silence that I was scared to break
Maybe it's just you, and what you might say
But "maybe" kept me in that room three weeks
So I'm done with maybe. I'm pressing the green.

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

If you don't pick up, that's okay  that's not why
I'm not calling for an answer, I'm calling to try
The wall's still there, I just found the door
And I'm standing in it now, not behind it anymore

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
Ring, ring  say something, anything, I'll take it
I'm calling you back

 * somi 
						

		 				

Staring at my ceiling, phone light on my face
Watched your 24-hour story fade without a trace
Now I'm double-tapping pictures from a year ago
Stupid me, acting like a psycho

Told myself I'm over it, I'm doing fine
But your name fits perfectly in this bassline
My head's tangled up, so I'mma let it spill
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

Cheap guitar, three chords I half remember
Every one of them somehow sounds like September
I tried to write about the weather, about my friends
Every verse takes a left turn and it's you again

I'm making up the words but they all scream your name
Rhymed "goodbye" with "I'm fine"  same thing, same
This isn't healing, this is just a hobby
One, two  here we go again

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  just another stupid song about you, babe

If you ever hear this  you won't, but if you do
It's not a love song, it's a
"why am I still writing about you"
Catchy, though. Admit it. It's kinda catchy.
That's the worst part. That's the whole problem.

So I wrote a stupid song about you
Stupid song, the kind you'd hate if you knew
Stupid song stuck in my head, running laps all day
La-la-la  yeah, it goes like this. Stupid song about you.

 * somi 
						

		 				

It's 4 AM and the room is pitch black
Except this glow keeping me off track
Staring at a 6-inch glass, losing my mind
Hunting for a ghost that I left behind

My eyes are burning but I can't look away
Waiting for a text you'll never say
Same old rerun stories getting so old
Washing over my face, turning me cold

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

Scroll past a birthday I wasn't invited to
Scroll past a beach, a dog, a someone-new
Zoom in like the pixels are gonna explain
Why everyone's fine and I'm here again

Drowning in the static, floating in space
Trying to erase every trace of your face
Thumb's on autopilot, heart's on repeat
Every refresh is a little defeat

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
I hate how it looks, but I love how it feels
Dancing with a shadow till the morning reveals

I know it's a window with nobody in it
I know I'm the only one still awake in it
But it's the one light in this room right now
And turning it off feels like turning you off too

Stuck in the blue screen, bleeding through the night
Swearing that I'm fine under this cold light
Feeding on the memory, feeding on the lies
Just me and my blue screen  and my burning eyes

 * somi 
						

		 				

Phone's on the table, screen facing down
But I can feel it staring like it knows I'll break down
Set it to silent, locked it in a drawer
Still hear it buzzing when it's not anymore

Friends keep checking in, I keep saying "I'm good"
Lying comes easy when you're used to misunderstood
I put the sign on my door, on my heart
Told the whole world I don't need a part

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Silence gets loud when you're left here alone
Talking to ceilings, pretending I'm fine on my own
Ate dinner standing up, forgot to turn on a light
Called it "peaceful." Called it "a quiet night."

I built the wall, then I stood behind it
Waited for somebody to climb it, find it
But walls work both ways, that's the catch
Nobody gets in, and I can't get back

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm screaming on the inside, begging for more
Funny how silence can feel like a cage
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

Here's what I didn't know when I hung the sign
It doesn't keep the hurt out  it keeps it inside
Shutting the world out won't numb out the pain
It just means I'm the only one in the room with it

Do not disturb, that's the sign on my door
But I'm aching for a voice that
could pull me through the door
Funny how shutting the world
out won't numb out the pain
Do not disturb  but somebody, please

 * somi 
						

		 				

Three weeks of silence, I memorized your name
On a missed call list, like nothing really changed
Rehearsed the words a hundred times in my head
"Hey, it's been a while"  simple, but hard to say instead

Typing, deleting, starting the call, hanging up
Coward's hour, 2 AM, courage running out of luck
The sign's off my door now, I let the noise back in
So why's this the hardest thing I've tried to begin

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

Turned the phone face up  that's step one, I guess
Took the sign down, took a breath, took a mess
Of everything I wrote in that stupid song
And found one sentence that was true all along

Maybe it's not the silence that I was scared to break
Maybe it's just you, and what you might say
But "maybe" kept me in that room three weeks
So I'm done with maybe. I'm pressing the green.

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
So ring, ring, pick it up before I lose my nerve
I'm calling you back

If you don't pick up, that's okay  that's not why
I'm not calling for an answer, I'm calling to try
The wall's still there, I just found the door
And I'm standing in it now, not behind it anymore

I swear I will this time, hand shaking on the phone
'Cause staying quiet hurts worse than feeling alone
Ring, ring  say something, anything, I'll take it
I'm calling you back

 * somi