I DON'T LIKE IT - 03:30
							
Nobody likes trouble
Nobody likes being counted on
Trying too hard
Living up to expectations
Being noticed at all

All of it
All of it
Just means more trouble later

So why not say it from the start?

I don't like it

Let them say whatever they want
Let them look at me that way
Let them throw their empty words
If I answer back
That's just more trouble

So why not decide from the start?

I don't like it

But then I ran into a problem
One I never saw coming

I wanted you
To think I was worth something

And for the first time
I found something
I didn't want to hear

Not from you

I don't like the thought of losing you
I don't like seeing you get hurt
And if I'm scared enough to run away
I don't like myself even more

'Cause now I know
You'd never love a man like that

I don't like being helpless
I don't like trouble either

But there's one thing
I hate more than all of it

Not being able
To protect what matters

Somewhere along the way
I think I started having fun
With all these stupid problems
I used to run away from

Funny how it happens

I found more things worth protecting
More reasons not to walk away

What a pain

I don't like it

I still hate all the trouble
I still hate all the work

But leaving it
For somebody else to handle?

No

I don't like that even more

I don't like the thought of losing you
I don't like watching people fall
And if I'm strong enough to do something
Then doing nothing feels much worse

I don't need a crown
I never wanted a throne

But if something threatens
What I've come to call my own

Then fine

I'll deal with it

I guess somewhere along the way
Something changed

I used to hate
Having trouble on my shoulders

Now somehow

I hate it more
When there's nothing there to carry

That's annoying

Really annoying

I don't like it

I don't like trouble
I don't like working
I don't like waking up
When I could stay in bed

I don't like expectations
Or everyone depending on me

And honestly

I still don't like any of it

But you're laughing beside me
Saying this is who I am now

So maybe you're right

Maybe all this trouble
All this weight
All these things I never wanted

Are just another name
For having something worth keeping

I still don't like it

But if this is happiness

Well

I guess it's fine

 * somi