Trust Me - 04:23
							
I met you when I wasn’t looking
nothing in my hands to give
you didn’t feel like something passing
more like somewhere I could live
I tried to keep my distance
count every step I take
you just kept it simple
like there was nothing at stake
I didn’t wanna believe in it
didn’t wanna fall that deep
but something in the way you said it
made it hard for me to leave
I kept telling myself “don’t feel it”
don’t let it mean too much
but every time you said “trust me”
I felt it in my chest too much
and I hate how that got to me
you don’t live in this city
still you felt so close somehow
we were talking like forever
like forever could be now
days just kept on blending
into something I can’t name
you and me in every moment
like we didn’t have to explain
I was trying not to need you
keeping one foot out the door
you were standing right in front of me
like I didn’t have to anymore
I didn’t wanna believe in it
didn’t wanna fall that deep
but something in the way you said it
made it hard for me to leave
I kept telling myself “don’t feel it”
don’t let it mean too much
but every time you said “trust me”
I felt it in my chest too much
and I hate how that got to me
the night before you left
we didn’t even try to sleep
your flight was in the morning
but we stayed out by the sea
watched the sky go lighter
blue breaking through the dark
like the world was slowly ending
right there where we parked
windows down, no music
just the sound of you and me
and that silence on the drive back
said more than we could speak
you said you’d come back after summer
like it’s already planned
and I wanted to believe you
but I don’t know if I can
I didn’t wanna believe in it
now I don’t know what to do
cause something in that night is staying
long after you
I tried holding back the feeling
tried to keep it out of reach
but I let myself fall into it
when you said “trust me”
and I hate how that got to me
maybe you mean it
maybe you don’t
but I felt something real
and I know that I won’t forget

 * somi