another name - 03:36
							
I learned to hold it in before it hurt
And how to look okay when it got worse
The me they wanted, I didn't mind her
But one corner of me was never full

Something better was waiting for me
Somewhere at the end of this long road
Every scar meant I was getting close
Someday I would be enough

The habits born in my hardest times
Don't know those times are over now
If I could lay them all down and start all over again
What would I choose, what would I choose
Do I need another name

I thought being stronger meant I was free
So, nothing in the world could hold me down
I wasn't all wrong, just not how I dreamed
What was holding me down was what I'd learned

Something better was waiting for me
Somewhere at the end of this long road
Every scar meant I was getting close
Someday I would be enough

The habits born in my hardest times
Don't know those times are over now
If I could lay them all down and start all over again
What would I choose, what would I choose
Do I need another name

The me who can't prove herself anymore
Does she still matter at all
I still love the girl who fought through it all
She's the one who carried me this far

The habits born in my hardest times
Don't know those times are over now
If I could lay them all down and start all over again
What would I choose, what would I choose
Do I need another name

 * somi